Time and again.

"Time heals everything".
or so they claim. but they forget one very important thing : your past always catches up with you.you face a given situation, when it hapens, because at that time, god knows from where you get this infinite ammount of tolerance power, which lets you accept anything, lets you deal with anything. you face it, fight it, struggle with it, and yet hold your head high no matter what.
and then, time moves on, you move on... you begin to live life normally, getting back to daily routines, getting back to what you used to call life...
suddenly, one day out of the blue, when you've almost completely forgotten that some sort of an inccident ever happened with you, it some how comes back and stares at you.
right in the face.
when you least expected it.
and this time: you're tired.
tired of facing it.
tired of fighting it.
tired of struggling with it.
tired of holding your head high and going on, no matter what.
just plain simple tired.
because that infinite ammout of tolerance power that you had, when all this mess originally began, has conviniently chosen his very second to run out on you.
so what do you do now?
do you give up, and ruin all the hard work you put in to deal with the situation, since it began?
do you break down, finally letting it get to you?
no.
NO.
you pull yourselves up, by the bootstraps, if necessary, and smile. or at least try to. it doesnt matter if you can't make it all the way. what matters is that you tried. and you have to do this time and again.
whenever the ugly monster raises its head and stares at you in the eye, stare right back.
without blinking.
without flinching.
you are tougher than the world thinks you to be. you know this for a fact. now show it to the world.
and always remember...
just because something is difficult, doesn't mean you shouldn't try. it means you should just try harder.

untill next time...